Monday, September 01, 2008, 4:04 PM

good evening :)

today I say goodbye to my dearest friend, Adit.
No, he's not death. he just go to back to Boston.
Today I awake and I grab my phone, call my sister and we go to Adit's house.

I jump to my sister's car, she looked at me and say,
hey, I broke up with my boyfriend. --I'm fully amazed. I hug her and ask, are you ok?
Gee, I'm fine. I'm more than fine. --I think she just don't want to talk about it until she said it by herself.
I just hate him. maybe 5 years ago, yeah, he's for me. but now, I think he's not. he just not for me. --I shut my mouth. How hard this is for her. today at least, then she smiled, she looked at me and say, love is not enough. actually, just love it's never enough. just trust is not enough, just communication is not enough you need three of them. They complete one and another.

we both arrived and go straight into Adit's room. That room is so empty. I just sad seeing that room. I hang at that room a lot. really a lot. the guitar's missing, the sync missing, music missing from that room. I remember, adit is the one that introduce me to rock and roll. he's the one that telling me, panic at the disco is so cool! he's the one that put 'all I need is you' when I asked if you want to asked a girl to be your girlfriend, what's song you sing to her? and he give that. It became our theme song than :D

one thing that I simply remember is, we (read: me, ree, icha, and rhino) said to him in the gate of boarding pass, bye bye birdie. :D with really-really big smile. haha :D

bye bye birdie. *adit never ever gonna forget that!*

we don't need to go that far
let's hold on to where we are.
If it's real we make it through
cause' all I need is you

we don't need the world right now
we've got time to work it out.
hold on tight I'm hold on to
cause all I need is you.
(All I need is you-The Click 5)

bye bye birdie, we miss you :D


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